The battle of the who cared less with the last dinosaur.

She still lingers in my memory and i was rather shocked with myself how much she actually meant to me. Common sense seeks me to not even bother about her, but there seems just to be this effusive lure that exudes from her presence. =| A friend more than any else? This thought just rushed up my mind when i thought about her, i thought i would have felt the same if i had a pet dog and if it died.... i'll probably miss it the same way i miss her. I was disturbed by my oh-not-flattering way of relating her to such a situation and was careful not to mention this particular train of thought in the email.

cynicism and self-isolation never did do me good before, it seems that an apparent lack of self-confidence and self-belief in my own merits will not do me good in due time. I'm so over critical and unforgiving with myself. I wished i could break free again from all this lousy stigma that never seems to leave u.

Life has been pretty good actually, recently. I'm actually quite delighted with my current lifestyle ... some shadows perhaps.

FuriKuri!