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Its tough to see someone close to you in pain. Worst still when it is a feeling of betrayal your dearest friend is in. Something which i think is one of the worst act a human can suffer from. Why is it this madness thing called love, without any dimension, weight, scent, taste or even touch has a power to bring endless pain for anyone?

I was cleaning my room when all this happened, the world's most thearaputic act for me. I was blasting Act1.0 of the karekano soundtrack benson lent me, and though most of the songs were lighthearted orchestral tunes, i kept thinking about vengence and seeking justice. Funny how events seem to weave together, but i felt an unjust i could not just let go off .... I hate it when hatred boils up from a deep within abyss of myself, a raw elusive evil that scares me. But i guess when we've been betrayed or trampled upon too many times in life, its inevitable for us to want to retaliate ....

and such, why is it that i cannot see why but the girls around me seem to be such a unresponsible lot. Am i just blind to their thinking? An absolute terror field (see evangelion) so thick that it has mirred my vision of their truth? Or is it true that i'm surrounded by such beings who can so devilishly betray you behind your back, only to turn around and dispose an angelic smile of innocence? Must it be again that the males have to carry the burden of separation and accept the hardship of working for altruism? Why is it that friends around me, people i have held in respect begin to subject themselves to selfishness and hurt those around? Is this fair?

Then again it is a fallacy to think that all things in life is perfect, life would not be life if things were made out too easy for us. Perfection of beauty, i guess comes from the very imperfection of beauty itself; a delicate balance of both to bring out the nicest shade of it.

Last of all i'd like to end all this with a quote from karekano which i love (the quote and the show!)

"When people stick their heads together and think for each other, maybe then we can even live a life more happy than the ones we lead." - Kareshi Kanojyo no Jijyo