12 more hours to my maiden voyage to ROC. 21 day exercise starlight to shine my way into company level tactics. Alpha's training is always a blurry future, never knowing what kinda shit will be thrown onto us. The only certainty and assurance we got is that it will be something so tough it will still be beyond our imagination, but already within our expectations. My limit barrier will once again be trialed there! Above Beyond as One my fellow bretherens.

Somehow a nice break sleeping excessively and spending majority of my time at Suntec's IT fair has made me become tad excited about whats in store for me in 2005. Am i placing an unneccessary expectation for how my university life should be like? Does this make me goal-oriented and focused or is it an unrealistic vision? (think i am not making much sense here cos i'm in a rush to the toilet)

(the golden stream calmly exudes itself from the entity(?)

whatever the case, i'm growing kinda excited by how i see myself moving on along this timeframe. At least there doesnt seem to be any sort of major calamity along the way? I mean, i've already gotten over the fact that i'm stuck under the command of alpha wing ... even cherishing the opportunity that i'm in the toughest sorta physical and mental training.

"I'm a changed man in alpha wing" - fat cat

Indeed.

A better man i guess.