bored. uninspired. sick of army. aphaty. tired. feverish. unwilling to sleep. need inspiration. lonely. listening to music. alone downstairs. 11:19:42 pm. thirsty. will drink water. deprived of a romance. want the week to pass quickly. want to ord. want to ord. yeah. hoping to apply overseas uni. hope to strike lottery. pachelbel on mp3. icq is silent. yeejia is online. not interested to chat with her. flabbergasted by purple flower. where art thou ol' sheep? sick of work. sick of work.

must step out of this gloom by tommorrow. must start my essays. must put in effort for my application. must be hopeful. should be optimistic. must pass basic theory. must be determined. must inspire myself. must =)

i shall.

i shall sleep soon, too. *yawnz*