damnit. this is the second time i am unable to attend an IPPT test cos of illness or injury. I'm at the medical centre now again, this time with a runny stomach. bleahhh... watery intestines are disgusting. Harhar. Not to mention the weakness in my joints and possibly the 6 hour drip i have to be on in a while. =(

I even get to miss interplatoon soccer later on. damnit.
well the only nice thing is i get to use like 15mins of the computer? haha. i guess all i need is a decent comp with a broadband connection and i am quite a happy man. =D

oh well at least there is a anoter test this friday to give me a chance to earn my extra 100 dollars. ! If i even get a silver that is. Wow, friday ... thats after FOFO fighting isn't it? Sheesh. What a screwed up timetable. Yeah mann i just gotta bitch on ... i mean i spent almost an hour doing nothing in the platoon terrain room waiting for instructors to conduct a 'unknown' lesson, spent 3 hrs doing nothing in the wingline (fine supposed to be studying rifle platoon manual) and ended up being caleld up to do all sorts of little errands, being called up and called down so many times that my studying got so disturbed that i decided not to even read on the silly book.

is this what is known as first class training? To have such silly administration that doesnt maketh sense? To have instructors that seemingly doesnt care at all that a cadet has trouble? (i was totally ignore at the instructor office when i was looking for my platoon instructor, TCO and other instructors just ignored my presence at the door and refused me entry while they continued their game of winning eleven) Such uncaringness is disgusting. Oh and yeah like how many friends are gonna be out of course soon due to injuries (AGAIN AND AGAIN) and taking up our precious sunday next next week when it seriously is unneccessary with proper planning our thoughtful consideration.

DOES MAKING US REST LESS AT HOME MAKE TRAINING MORE REALISTIC AND TOUGH? Somehow i think they are just out there to dampen our morale, for some uknown sadistic reason and see us turn into pathetic shrimps ... expecting us to burst into a phoenix and shine for all to see once we're blessed by the 7 holy men on the seemingly impossible to reach day of 25th July 2004.

I am frustrated with such senselessness. bleah.