2004 has gone and it seems that i'm trying very hard not to remember what 2004 meant to me. 2 letter could sum it all up. NS. Thats basically it. My 1 full year of officercadetishcrapturnofficerwhanot. I guess my cadetship was really sour. Alpha wing was not home, nor a place for much happy memories. I loved the challenges somehow but the whole system, administration and instructors and all? Nah. Something i'd rather forget. My short stint her at 1 SIR feels surreal too. I'm like this late addition into this family, arriving more because of necessity rather than anything else for one purpose called ATEC. Some fuzzy war i'm not really pysched into fighting. I feel tired and all and just want to well wait for what every nsf is waiting for. ORD.

I dunno where all the initial fire had died to, but my NS experience is just gonna end like that. A 3 month wait till the end of it all. 2 years and 2 months. And back to who i really should be.

It doesnt feel like a new year. 120,000 deaths (and rising) nearby doesnt make it any more party-ish either. 2004 was boring. Nothing special at all.

but i know 2005 should be different. Cos somehow, i think we will all be reborn again.

=)