it really has been quite a rollercoaster ride recently, after the short talk with our wing commander i've somehow been enlightened by my own shortcomings and actually realise what some of my simple actions actually might have an impact on a larger more serious scale. Perhaps it does sound farfetch ... but i do agree with one conclusion.

i think it is time

that i'd just shut up more. to listen instead of bitching and complaining (or even whinning) about whatever we're going through. I guess its been trying times and we're all emotionally disturbed by the recent spate of events. I guess its time to put an end to it.

it begins now.