The Adventure of OnionKnight

It is one of those nights. That i have decided that i will not turn in too early. For, looking back on what i had achieved today. I feel very unsatisfied. It is those days, like many others that i had lived before. That i feel that i am living a life for someone else. If whatever is happening around me is captured onto film, I would be that anonymous cat c extra on the set that gets his 5 seconds of fame.

I think i have not lived today enough for myself.

Now there is only 30mins left to the 9th of November, a day, which perhaps I would call it 'just another day' one that will be forgotten in the many years to come. (of coz since this is Halo2's release date, err. its not really any other day. but heck u get what i mean do you?)

So then. These "days of days" where i find myself lost in the dunes of the sands of time. Now, suddenly wondering what had i done to make today a meaningful one.

Did i say i love RPGs? Yes, i did. I think the reason why so many people around me are also in love with RPGs is also the fact that your sole decision and actions alone can determine the fate of the protangonist actions and decide how his/her life should go.

Think fable(xbox), Suikoden(ps2) and even classics like Final Fantasy. Heck! Even epics like LOTR, Starwars or even Jin Yong Pugilistic Novels. Its all about a unrelenthes pursuit of one's destiny. Every action of our young heros are filled with meaningful purposes where the world seems to revolved round this one person.

Today, however is not day that life revolves around me. In fact i feel rather pissed with myself today for just letting others (namely my superiors) to kind of decide things like what i should be doing, when i should be at a certain place, how i should do certain things. How little of today was spent for myself? (perhaps why i am enjoying every second of solitude in my own branch with my ipod blaring surreal tunes through the speakers.)

Is such reasoning? I mean, i do have to listen to what my boss tells me right? If not ... well if not ... if not ... hmm.... if not .... if not what?

anyway.

OnionKnight. This handle was chosen for a reason. It seemed to epitomise everything that i had wished for. An adventure, a journey filled with meaning, memories fun and woe. It is a constant reminder to myself that everyday should be lived like an epic. To dream, to live out my dreams and be daring in my decisions to make my life wonderful. He is my alterego. Something cute, deadly, fun and zealous to take on this world out there.

Insanely Beautiful, in fact.

I think.

More effort is needed to get my working dynamics right. I read off this month's newman (OMG ITS WITH STEPH SONG ALL OVER IT), there was this philosophy bite that left a deep impression on me, it goes sth like this.

"Steph song is damn hot....."

naah! okok. Here it is (a little sth for everyone)

Think of an activity you would do for free, or even do paying (ie sleeping, having sex, playing computer games) ok. Now to think of a way to make someone pay you for doing it and thats it, you have found your ultimate blend where work = play. And that will also be the last day you have to ever work again.

No, the morale of the story is not for you to be paid for sex. (though viable)

Basically to teach us to enjoy what we are doing and everyday will be an insanely beautiful day!

There you have it.

OnionKnight. Something must be done!!!

First things first: