I click, it appears and i don't know why.

i'm ashamed of myself. my room is already too small for me to hide and the web too vast not to get lost while doing it. I call myself a blogger but yet until today, i still dont know how to create my own blogskin. Yes yes, i've modified someone's hard coding into what you see today, but ultimately, i was merely editing someone's code. Not creating one from scratch. Googling "Blogskin for Dummies" popped out a tutorial which seemed decent enough for me to perhaps start trying again today ... my world crashed when i realised the author (of the tutorial) was aged 15, Singaporean and a girl. i'm ashamed and guilty of my ignorance. boo hoo.