Crisis after crisis. My luck really hasn't been too good as of late. But somehow i'm sadistic enough to be attracted to this sorta stuff. It always seems that only when i'm thrown off-guard to such deep sickening situations where i'd finally alerten my senses and realise my own imperfections.

Its nice to realise problems inherent in yourself early, while you're still somewhat protected. It might have been or might be ugly in days to come ...

but i'm glad it happened.

i'm a changed man.