the adventure of OnionKnight.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

how respected is a dyS3 anyway?

how do people actually view this post?

i was subjected to multiple blast at people who just demand things from you to happen. what an ugly sight really. How pple w/o really understanding the constrains just demand for something to happen.

we're working our assess off, kind of. and end state because i'm YSL i get the heat of things. when seriously i feel that my boss actually shld be responsible and really get fucked for his lack of leadership or even basic responsibility over his work.

i tell myself that all this stress, all this pressure from all round will just make me stronger and when i put things into perspective and sort them out slowly one-by-one.

today was a bad day, before i could even react to events, more events came flooding in. I could have just plugged myself away from responsibility, but i have sworn not to fuck this post up. to be a responsible dys3 for my Bn, yet its very discouraging to see people constantly demanding and demanding.

till today. no one has mentioned or breathed a single word of 'thank-you'

we are the unsung heros of the Bn. not a very pretty place. everyone seems to be pushing responsibility to everyone. The warped SAF posters on na's blog maketh sense.

then the day had to end with a finale.

with a fact that i will get ready to sign 7 for some bastards deliberate saboh.

somehow when that news came in i was almost immune to it and took it in stride.

=)
maintaining a happy face.