surreal day .... spent most of it in a deep sorta sleep, every shut-eye was accompanied by strange dreams of somewhat irrelevant events. no central theme, no recurring events and no familiar cast ... just a scrap-book of all sort of things fleeting itself across my memories.

somehow, it feels like a flashback of some sort, as i look forward to the days ahead. I concluded someway on my MRT trips home that i spent perhaps a minimum of 30seconds (steadily increasing per day) thinking of how my uni days would be like. Awaited breath of anticipation, still being spellbound by the fact that one day, i would be released from my green overalls, be reunited with my favourite pink*.

Quite excited with the proposition that i'd be civillan all too soon. With a whole litany of activities that i'd wanna carry out! Disappointingly, not everyone around me is affected by this enthusiasm somehow.... =( . My class is planning a trip to KL end this year, a time which i am still unsure if i am able to apply leave, or even feel secure leaving on the eve of ex Crescendo. Next is the fact that the council groupies dont seem all very excited about a nice long overseas trip (sth which i have been yearning! arghhh), i guess most of them are satisfied with a simple short trip on a cruise which cost less and stuff... sigh.

if all elese fails, i'm darn sure i'll just plan a solo sorta trip. haha. grrrr.

* NRIC, the plastic card that every NSF awaits their turn to be returned with.