Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

i think it will be nice if someone could help me now .... confusing leh.

damnit. this is the second time i am unable to attend an IPPT test cos of illness or injury. I'm at the medical centre now again, this time with a runny stomach. bleahhh... watery intestines are disgusting. Harhar. Not to mention the weakness in my joints and possibly the 6 hour drip i have to be on in a while. =(

I even get to miss interplatoon soccer later on. damnit.
well the only nice thing is i get to use like 15mins of the computer? haha. i guess all i need is a decent comp with a broadband connection and i am quite a happy man. =D

oh well at least there is a anoter test this friday to give me a chance to earn my extra 100 dollars. ! If i even get a silver that is. Wow, friday ... thats after FOFO fighting isn't it? Sheesh. What a screwed up timetable. Yeah mann i just gotta bitch on ... i mean i spent almost an hour doing nothing in the platoon terrain room waiting for instructors to conduct a 'unknown' lesson, spent 3 hrs doing nothing in the wingline (fine supposed to be studying rifle platoon manual) and ended up being caleld up to do all sorts of little errands, being called up and called down so many times that my studying got so disturbed that i decided not to even read on the silly book.

is this what is known as first class training? To have such silly administration that doesnt maketh sense? To have instructors that seemingly doesnt care at all that a cadet has trouble? (i was totally ignore at the instructor office when i was looking for my platoon instructor, TCO and other instructors just ignored my presence at the door and refused me entry while they continued their game of winning eleven) Such uncaringness is disgusting. Oh and yeah like how many friends are gonna be out of course soon due to injuries (AGAIN AND AGAIN) and taking up our precious sunday next next week when it seriously is unneccessary with proper planning our thoughtful consideration.

DOES MAKING US REST LESS AT HOME MAKE TRAINING MORE REALISTIC AND TOUGH? Somehow i think they are just out there to dampen our morale, for some uknown sadistic reason and see us turn into pathetic shrimps ... expecting us to burst into a phoenix and shine for all to see once we're blessed by the 7 holy men on the seemingly impossible to reach day of 25th July 2004.

I am frustrated with such senselessness. bleah.

damnit.

they've done it again. another freaking sunday will be 'burnt' in honour of 'first class training'. Screw Erwin Rommel*! Damn him for giving great ideas to him. Oh sigh, i got a little worked up when i mistood the facts that the sunday i was unable to stay home on was that on the fish and co. outing. Well well .... 1 day into the week and my sunday is still free. yay. Keepin my finger's crossed that all will end up well this week. Hah! If i kena any sort of stuff i'll just make it sound crucial that i MUST be there to send dear 'ol sheep thing off.

till then i'd just enjoy the band of brothers now. Is this welfare? To let us watch educational movie now only to burn us on sunday for a 9 day exercise. Freak! That means even labour day is burnt?!?!! FREEAK FREAAAk...... harhar...no more VJ funfair. damnnit. No more chiobu bioing.... oh well ... save money i guess? Or just making me store up some latent anger. Bleah.

damn this place.

* "The best form of welfare for troops is first class training." - Erwin Rommel


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wow.

i think i really dont wish to grow up! I kinda like the feeling that i'm young, reckeless and can stay out late and roam around our little island and all .... dropping down 7 eleven like our abang bretherens and just chill out, relak one corner.

She's back in my life again, back to upset the overall balance of peace and tranquility to disturb the deep slumber of chaos. Well well .... watcha know.... we've got each other spinning around again in a mad sorta confusing way. (at least for 2 more weeks only, phew) Oh well. Can't believe i actually went up to her place to meet-the-parents. Well kind of. Quite nichish really....the ba kwa in her place, i mean. YUMMY.

Alright then.

Another 1 week of crap in alpha wing. Sigh.......... Yes i openly ANNOUNCE to the world that i dont really like the culture in my wing. GO READ THIS INTRUCTORS .... i'm not exactly the happiest sorta person in camp and all .... but well ... since i am there just so be it lohr....at least i'm learning something! Just not the kinda place i'd rather be.

Pissed.

finally. i'm coming home.............

and boy.

what a bad boy i've been.

=D